I’m decisive.

I know what I like. What I want.

But there are times when what I decide I want, I want because it’s what I need to want. Know what I mean? I mean, if what I really want is just not going to happen, not reasonable, not possible… I can get to that place where I want what is reasonable and rational to want.

Every once in a while, that paradigm gets tossed on its butt.

And then, for just a little while, just a little bit, I want what it’s not reasonable to want.

Crazy things happen.

Sometimes.